For the last few years, I've posted only during the most... dramatic? ....traumatic? Intense. Intense points of my emotional state. So I feel like I'm presenting a distorted picture of how I'm doing.
I'm honestly okay. Grad classes are both more and less stressful than I expected. My friends are present but I have learned to say no when I need to. The guy I like likes me back, and I'm learning how to do emotions like an adult. Maybe I'm starting to grow up, just a little bit.
The hope I mentioned earlier is still there, even if I forget it sometimes in the pressure I'm putting on myself. My life has started again.
I'm okay. Everything is going to be okay. And that is a feeling I'm glad to have back.
ESTHER ESTHER ESTHER YOU'RE BACK
ReplyDeleteDO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EXCITING THIS IS
I'm glad you're okay. Congratulations on the guy. Please tell me you wanna talk sometime. <3