Friday, February 5, 2016

Feeling good like the song says

For the last few years, I've posted only during the most... dramatic? ....traumatic? Intense. Intense points of my emotional state. So I feel like I'm presenting a distorted picture of how I'm doing.

I'm honestly okay. Grad classes are both more and less stressful than I expected. My friends are present but I have learned to say no when I need to. The guy I like likes me back, and I'm learning how to do emotions like an adult. Maybe I'm starting to grow up, just a little bit.

The hope I mentioned earlier is still there, even if I forget it sometimes in the pressure I'm putting on myself. My life has started again.

I'm okay. Everything is going to be okay. And that is a feeling I'm glad to have back.

1 comment:

  1. ESTHER ESTHER ESTHER YOU'RE BACK
    DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EXCITING THIS IS


    I'm glad you're okay. Congratulations on the guy. Please tell me you wanna talk sometime. <3

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