Cue pragmatism.

I swear I'm not brave enough to do anything stupid.

And I just feel like people will think I'm doing this for attention if I say any of this to anyone out loud?

I needed to say it, is all. To someone. Because the people who pulled me out of it last time are the ones pushing me over the edge.

*siiiiiiiiiigh*

I am totes cool. The Colin Firth Pride and Prejudice still exists in this world. I have no intention of leaving that.