I try not to besmirch mine honor with foul language

BUT DAMN IT ALL TO HELL.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND THE BLOODY BOOK.
ON. MY. GORRAM. *BOOKSHELF*.

I LITERALLY CRIED OVER THIS.
I LOST SLEEP.
I WAS STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND.
I MADE AN ABJECT FOOL OF MYSELF MULTIPLE TIMES WITH FRUSTRATION AND WORRY.

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--dge.