Monday, July 1, 2013

Familiar Frustration

We've been here before, haven't we? This isn't the first time you've done this to me, though each time I hope it's going to be the last. So far, I've been rather wrong. Ugh.

I'll never get used to it. The tingle-shock of warmth that pings in my chest and spreads as I forget that moving, or breathing, or even thinking are things that can and should be happening. Generally, those times are when I really do need all those things to be happening, so thanks for that.

It's not a thing I want to grow accustomed to, either, because I need it to stop. Please. I just need you to stop. Specifically what, I don't know, but . . . yeah.

Could you quit while I can still pretend I'm ahead?

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