Terrible face-wise

It's that weird clenching feeling in your gut
the one where you want to twist up and curl over and roll off
where your arms flail and your hands flap and your fingers flutter
you're breathing quick and heaving great noisy sighing wails as your face contorts and your mouth curves down and hangs open like a tragedy mask

You shriek a bit, babble a lot, sob quietly into the pillow you shoved your face into

So unfair.

So attractive.