So I have been purposefully staying up very late because I constantly feel that I am leaving something unfinished.
What that something is I cannot tell you, because I do not know it. At any rate, I keep the sort of hours that should let me sleep until noon, but that I cannot do either. I have to take my sisters to school.
Suffice to say that I am constantly exhausted and all the joy has been sucked out of me.
Maybe I'll go to bed earlier.
Ugh, I know this feeling. My life is all about not-finding a job.
ReplyDeleteEsther, I miss you. I wish we could stay up late together and find joy somewhere.